Again.

It's that time again.
I hate it when it happens.
When I'm not able to digest the happenings.
Unable to understand why things are the way they are.
Sigh.
I just wanna take a few minutes off, just to feel uncertain.
Sometimes we feel everything seems unfair.
Maybe it's not, but,
We just wanna feel that way.
We can't really put these feelings in black and white,
For,
It is even hard for us to understand us.
Life may seem as though everything is placed right in front of us,
Telling us what's gonna happen next.
Then again,
The sight seems so vague,
so unclear.
Ah, the mind is over working again.
Too bad,
I am a human after all.




ps: I don't even know what I'm trying to express. Oh well, I am a human after all. =p

No.7

Recently, I met no.7

Which is not a very pleasant thing, because I thought after no.6, my life would be filled with peace and goodness.

The thing is, it has been planned that I have to continue meeting number 7 and perhaps more to come.

Groan.

Well, some really pity me. I do pity myself. Then again, I was wondering, does it actually add colours to my life?

Welllll I'm not quite sure. Sometimes you just want things to be normal. Is that wrong?

Oh well.

Hurm, many people have come and go, many have changed. How sad. I wonder would they ever remember?

I miss all those silly times, just y'know, having fun.

Singing stupid songs together, laughing, talking nonsense, chasing around, paying for one another, splash each other.

Time seems to move on too fast.

Where have they all been?

Is the past meant to be forgotten?

I don't know.

It's been years, all has scattered... alienated..

Changed so much.. just so much....

I miss those days..

Those days when we were young..

When everything seemed so beautiful.

My blog is dead.

I'm supposed to be studying and here I am blogging.
Hehe.

Leaving this Lackadaisical Me

Boy it's tough. Sitting still in front of books filled with pure words is just not me.
Oh well. Gotta work hard for what I wanna achieve.
I learned that time is really fast and short, every second matters a lot..

The past few weeks..Been through really really weird times, I just can't comprehend sometimes. Ahh it's so hard to decipher the happenings. I agree with Angie, life IS often confusing.

Really, I just don't know why they don't see what I see.. they just never bothered I guess..
Sad, how sad!

All you out there who are led astray, do you know where your path is leading you to?

And the answer is a NO =)

Thank you 5U love ya guys but the answer is.. I won't do it.=)
Sorry guys!
Thank you Anna, after talking to you, and getting a direct answer from Facebook XD
Yeap, no doubt it's God's answer.
Anna told me how God worked in her life and it's just amazing waiting upon God's answer and when it really appears it's just so wonderful.
My decision, I'll be who God wants me to be, I'll be proud of how I can persevere and let go, of course by God's strength.
It might be so heart aching, the memories will be still there..but..
I'll let go, live life joyfully as always, study hard and wait until God calls me!
No regrets, no regrets at all. Thank you God =)

So so-lah.

Well, the week's been great. Thank God for a new day!
Last Saturday we had a brand new grouping, may we continue striving forward as one big family =)
No. 7..hurm, I'll say that's okay, but gotta work harder..
Oh, congrats Jia Wei, I mean I'm REALLY proud of you. And I won the bet!!haha!
Sunday..haha I think I'm starting to really like table tennis..thanks Andy!
IELTS was really good today, partly cause I got praised XD
Sigh.
Right now, I just feel like being trapped in the same old dilemma, this paradox once again.

Home Alone No Longer

I know I shouldn't say I'm bored, but oh well I am =D
Anyways, had breakfast, or so to say 'brunch', [yea thanks Lester for reminding me..LAME=p]
with Keng Lik, Jinq-Yi, Wai Kit and..wait who went again..oh yea, Lester. =D
Then we went L4D!!wee!It was so fun, too bad there were too many Tanks =(
and Lester kacau la, all because of his drum class, joy-killer.
Mom and dad are back, no need to cook tonight ^^
Felt like going club but was lazy, guess I'll just stone at home.

3 more days, sigh.
Haha, I loved what Daniel said..
"=( i hate school. not really actually .. =) but still =( and yet =) .. ARGH !!! SPM IS THE PROBLEM !! =(((((( "
I find it sooo amusing, lol.
okaaaaaay, now I shall hop to the electone and sing some emo songs. =p
Jana!